:: a girl can dream ::

Love at first sight

2010-11-28T01:42:00.003+08:00

I just fell in love again. With him. The one who made eye contact with me when he sang the chorus of Bruno Mars' "Nothin on you".

Him singing with his two other friends in front of a crowd of about a hundred. Its supposed to be a seminar or a gathering somewhat to mark the end of our first semester in second year. I dont know if it's love - but it's a huge major crush. Especially when he locked his eyes onto mine. That few seconds of him muttering the words "Nothin on you" melted my heart like the process of ice turning to cold water on a plate. It was breathless - I found it hard to breathe as he gazed deep into my soul. My Crush, S.

I fear him knowing as it's pathetic, and there are many gals crazy over him. He isn't the HOTTEST guy, but why is he so well-liked by other gals? Why do I have this huge crush on him? I hope we can get close someday.

2006-09-28T00:39:00.000+08:00

sch's started. sian man. second semester of second yr of my course.pple say its a killer, nitemare, a torment. i just cant wait til its over and its only the 1st week. i hope its not as terrifying as i think it wil be. so scary.

last sunday was the start of bulan ramadhan, so basically all muslims are to fast. first few days has been tiring and sleepy. not to mention the thing im obsessed with these days. the cant-stop-thinking-and-wanting-to-watch-more-ouran-anime-late-at-night syndrome. haha. jus wanna watch it. kinda lame but funny la. but i heard the last few episodes gonna be very sad. *sobs.* only 26 episodes and im actually very slow at watching anime though i have this 'syndrome' haha. some of my friends watch super fast. some pple can finish one whole series of anime in one day. haha. right shanz? *winkz* if you're bored and are lookin for some form of entertainment like funny anime, try going to youtube - "ouran high school host club" - kk, i'll stop advertising the show. ahakz!

went to watch 'john tucker must die'. kinda nice la the show. kinda funny. =) went during my 3 hr break (i think yesterday - cant really rmb STM lahz..) with poly friends - me, shan, pam, mic. the cinema was reli "packed". there were ONLY 5 people in the cinema. so besides us, there was only another lady. ahah.. but ya la - who wanna go watch movie so early in the morning. haha. then went back to sch to continue lessons.

sadly my contact lenses expire today. talking abt that, the first practical for "CL Fitting" module was fun. we get to fit contact lenses for each other. some parts funny la. shan was my lab partner and at first attempt i started to panic sia - cant take it out. but shan didnt panic although she was the patient. so funny [it should be the other way. haha.] but ok la, got the hang of it, roughly noe how to do it le. just need more practice. =)

2006-09-28T00:35:00.000+08:00

debz sent me some jokes. very funny. haha.. =)
In bed with her lover after several hours of passionate lovemaking, Brenda's phone rang. She told her lover, who was also her husband's best friend, to be very quiet. As she answered the phone, he listened quietly to her cheerful side of the conversation.
"Hello? Oh, hi. Oh, really? Well, that sounds wonderful! I'm so happy for you! Great! Okay, have a good time. Bye!"
She hung up the phone and her lover asked, "Who was that?"
She replied, "That was just my husband, telling me all about the wonderful time he's having on his fishing trip with you."

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A bus carrying only ugly people crashes into an oncoming truck, and everyone inside dies. They then get to meet their maker, and because of the grief they have experienced; He decides to grant them one wish each, before they enter Paradise.

They're all lined up, and God asks the first one what the wish is. "I want to be gorgeous," and so God snaps His fingers, and it is done.

The second one in line hears this and says "I want to be gorgeous too."

Another snap of His fingers and the wish is granted. This goes on for a while but when God is halfway down the line, the last guy in line starts laughing. When there are only ten people left, this guy is rolling on the floor, laughing. Finally, God reaches this guy and asks him what his wish will be.

The guy calms down and says: "Make 'em all ugly again."

2006-09-09T01:26:00.000+08:00

finally im 18. lol. ive turned legal! woohoo.. haha.

anyways, thursday started work at swensens. ok la the job. not bad. can get free drinks and ice cream.. wahaha. drinks all included except ice lemon tea. jus have to ask the supervisor. jus now was my second day. 5-11pm shift. ok also la. 1st day dropped glasses of ice water twice sia. and the whole day my shift was inside. not bad la.. must noe all the table numbers. took like 2 orders.. haha.. refill the ice water dunno how many times. lol. the air con.. veri powderful la.. like not working.. maybe cuz we working so we feel warm. walk here and there to and fro. the people there are nice la. some look fierce, but after awhile they open up and talk to us. quite nice la. so have to wear uniform - orange tshirt, cap and apron from waist down. lol. i wore contact lens then some pple asked if i foreigner. lol. even customer. =.= they even more stunned when i say i malay mixed arab. haha. then some staff even "scold" me never tell them earlier i malay. -.-" a lot of malays working there mah. then got one manager i think. she kinda nice. disturb me in front of everyone at another briefing, asked if i attached,etc. she say aloud in front of everyone that i should be careful of the ABC - alligator, buaya, crocodiles. lol. while pointing at some guys there. lol. it was just a joke la. then i went back to work. haha.

the 1st day both deb and me same station. second day onwards they split us. deb did outside 1st, i did inside 1st. after that we swapped, exchanged. i went outside and she inside. it rained so the floor wad rather slippery and the stuffs we have to carry smtimes kinda heavy and fragile. so its very scary. had my 1st cup of sprite just now. amazing~ lol. serious. haha. its like a big deal to us. must ask permission one. lol. just ask and inform supervisor. but jus now the supervisor quite nice, ask me go take a break. if work 6hrs shift, no break. only 5 mins drink or toilet,etc. if 8 hrs and above shift, got 30 mins break, makan or ice cream,etc. just now i dropped 1 glass ice water once. on myself though. lol. ahha improved from first day..!! *_* deb didnt even dropped any.. so gd. =)

just now also, gl come fetch deb, i so the light bulb sia. my guy didnt fetch me. it was kinda complicated la. at first say no need,. then need, then no need, dunno how many times le.. then i paiseh sia.. tell him no need fetch me lo. so he stayed home. lol. poor thing if he fetch me.. he got excursion today. the ns thingy, they all go jalan2 i think.. then from pasir ris i cant ask him come to orchard fetch me then go bishan.. then he have to go back kallang. im super out of the way. if only he still staying at bishan..shiok man! haiz.. haha. anyways, yah.. so went home with them, i tried to go away but deb clinged on to me. so yah, then at the orchard mrt station met siti n her guy la.. siti my pri sch best fren. n deb is sec sch best fren. so was like.. surprising, but happy.. but i reli "ting ting ting" super bright light bulb. lol. both with their guys. haha.. funny feelin sia. then reached bishan le, gg home. deb and gl like practically walked me home. then after tt dunno why they detoured to bishan cc. so i went home lo. it was like few mins before the minute i turned legal. hahaha. then gl called ask me open my door. they were like rite in front of my hse.. =.= so surprising but it was very nice of them to do tt. they even gave me muffins each with candle leh.. =D it reli made my day le lo. will have sweet dreams tonight lo. lol. thanks deb! n gl! =D

tmr work again. 12 - 6pm i think. then after work maybe go johor with my family to makan. heheh. my dad rent car mah. so shiok lo.. hehehe.. dunno yet la. thats what i heard so far.. hehe.. kk, have to sleep le. tmr start at 12, have to be there 11 plus.. so wake up around 10.. so earli man.. haiyo.. gd nitez!! =D

2006-09-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

past few days worked at comex at expo the IT fair. it was damn tiring. started on last thursday. ended on sunday. stand whole day but was quite slackin compared to branded stuffs. was selling like mp3 and mp4,etc.ok lah. but boss said sales pretty bad. sian lo. anyways, quite interesting but damn packed with people. can say cannot walk around, basically kena sandwiched between people if wanna go jalan jalan so cant really look around much too. my guy bought me food for the last day before he booked in. =) kinda sweet of him. was grateful cuz if not ar.. queue dunno how long at burger king man. went to visit the samsungers - guanleng, qc they all. theirs selling like hot cakes until the better models all sold out. but good for them lo. atleast theirs got commission. mine sadly dun have. haha.

on friday night, after work. took cab to bishan. got one coffee shop at bishan st. dunno wad. haha. like abt 15 mins walk from my house. so makan my dinner. it was like already 11. so late havent eat dinner. poor thing right>? lol. then walked home. my guy accompanied me home and stuffs. reached home almost midnight man. damn tired. then ar!! thats when i got the shock of my life.. i realized my hp lost. for the first time! in 3-4years man. was super sad cuz all my contacts there la. then kept calling and calling. got ring but no one pick up the call. it was a good sign tt it was still ringing. then the next mornin (sat morning) call my hp to cut the line. still ringing but no answer. weird eh.. then my mom and i went to city link to get a new hp. almost got a 6280 nokia. but i was eyeing 3250.. lol. but nokia 6280 cheaper though 3G. i jus needed a phone badly. then luckily received a phone call from my dad sayin got someone called home to say he found my phone. my mom and i super relieved. haha. it was a matter of minutes before i get new phone la. luckily that guy called my home just in time. so straight away went to meet that guy at orchard mrt. quite near to city link oso mah. suppose to meet him at 12 la. n i had to be in expo by 12. damn late for work. met the guy and he said he found my hp in the taxi. haha (remember the day before? i went to makan.. so ya..) damn lucky to get back my hp. but ok la, my hp like no one use oso these days. lol. rare species with no value anymore i think. haha. so rushed to the expo after tt.

today went to find work. haha. dun wanna work with my mom mah. oso dun think can get. the boss these days very touchy. get angry very easily. haha. so met deb to go find job. went to toys r us - suntec, metro, and swensons at orchard. and the 1st 2 places cannot get lo. n guess wad. the last place we nailed it. we got the job. lol. so start this thursday. woohoo.. can work with deb.. wahhaha.. super happy man! after gettin the job at swenson me n deb like veri high. both veri happy - 1st time can work together. lol. so yah.. we'll see how it goes. haha. then after that rushed to meet my sisters to watch the movie - barnyard. so long never go out with them feel quite guilty lo. i always go out. the show not bad la. quite funny but touching. overall it was nice. =) then dropped by the new bishan library. damn ccooll!! got place to study also but can see students everywhere, so dont even think of studying at bishan library. sure no space de. lol. so tired. but rather than slack at home i feel like accomplish alot of things if go out. lol ok, here goes my crapping. haha. k la, enough about these past few days. lol. now gonna watch antm. models go bald. must watch. lol. signing off.

2006-08-26T00:26:00.000+08:00

wootz.

sorry to my dear readers who always come to my blog to check if i've updated. sorry to have kept you waiting. =D

i know its been a really really long time since i last blogged. i see many spider webs all over my blog le. lol. finally second year semester 1 is over and today i had my last paper, ocular pathology 1. it was quite a killer i guess. (especially if you didnt really study.) the thing was i studied but nothing seemed to go in at that time. i am very glad that its now all over! woohoo.. although i screwed and practically wrote nothing for one of the questions worth 20 marks, and im sure there some questions that i missed out the facts here and there... im quite happy la. the paper is over, nothing i can do it anymore. =p

now i dunno just whats happening to singapore idol. i was really glad by the fact that hady has not left the competition. i mean, obviously all the better vocalists are either being eliminated or in the bottom 3. its very sad. the idol will be going to represent singapore. i hope hady wins this time round. every performance so far he gives all out. =)

now im still figuring out how to read CSS stuffs. lol. tryin to get a hang of it by practising on my friendster profile,etc. =p so if u see some weird things on my friendster profile, you should know the reason why.

just now after paper, stayed back awhile to slack around and help the others with the clinic optometry stuffs. i think i was more of a nuisance than a help. sorry ar pam? distract you,etc. haha. then after that, go orchard by bus. i think the bus driver drunk. dunno how many times "fast break". kinda dizzy ride too. dropped at far east and we wanted to play pool at cathay cineleisure. had to walk so far. practically from orchard mrt to somerset mrt, but ok la. quite nice to see the bazaar like pasar malam. then when we reached there, there was 2 grps head to head playing pool. michelle, vitya & yz versus huishan, alia & jeric. so funny. huishan and me not on-form. probably not our day, but we still won few times thanks to jeric. lol. he damn pro sia. the other grp also not bad. they won few times too. super funny how we disturbed each other. after that, pameela came to meet us, she was on our side. lol. she was playing la. but yeah. haha. it was kinda nice. thanks ya all! =D it was lotsa fun.

..why no more colours to blogging...

start of holidays!

foo foo foo seeeeeeeeeiiiiiyyyy~~!!

the mrbrown show: the mrbrown show 15 May 2006: no more bird

2006-06-17T02:10:00.000+08:00

a weird but kinda cool blog. y'all should check it out man!! LOL

the mrbrown show : the mrbrown show 15 May 2006: no more bird

new movies i rented today:

the pacifier
the fog
flight plan
wolf cry
memoirs of geisha

cant wait to watch all of them!! sian man.. at home..

WORLD CuP

haiyo.. what haPpen to england [against trinidad]? luckily won. if not, dunno where they can hide their face. LOL.. still got 2 goals in the last 10 mins.. -.-"

2006-06-07T23:23:00.001+08:00

i rented few movies past few days ago. sian man. no good shows on tv mah.

1) 50 First dates

2) Bruce Almighty

3) Scary movie 3

4) Goal

haha. ive been tryin to find the scary movie 3 for so long ago lo.. finally got it!! haha..

haiz. this friday got patho test. i really have no mood to study already lo. im in the mood of hols now. the test shouldnt be made durin e-learning week. . im sure many people are complaining deep down in their hearts.. its really demoralising when everyone is slacking at home and we have to go back to school for test. and somemore its ocular pathology. all about diseases related to the eye,etc. haiz.. very dry and factual.. i also hate to memorise.. i cant seem to memorise recently.. kept forgettin alot.. really STM - short term memory man.. haiz.. my brain cells are dying by the minute..

my mom went to hosp for a minor op last week i think.. i cant really remember.. she had to remove something.. a growth called a "fibroid" (dunno if i spelt correctly) and she was admitted to KK Hosp.. so my whole family always kept going to KK Hosp to visit her.. but my naughty little sisters like went there to check the beds, toilets, etc.. like inspecting everything they saw.. haha.. i pity my mom.. but really la.. if we didnt visit her, she'll be really bored,etc. i think my mom's neighbours were a little pissed by the noises we all made.. haha.. its super quiet thats why the noises we made was "amplified" even though to us, its really quiet.. but yeah, it has to be super quiet right?? its the hospital anyways.. LOL..

my mom has a hard time moving around. so she's moving really really slowly.. every single move is painful.. but the physiotherapist said that she has to move about for blood circulation.. the surgeon took a picture of the fibroid ~~(the growth)~~ thingy and gave to my mom.. i think all their patients will receive a pic of their fibroid taken before the op.. but its really gross and scary.. haha.. the funny thing was.. she was like comparing with the other patients.. like they showed each other their "fibroid" and that cld be the topic of conversation.. LOL.. i find it funny..

dunno why the scorm sessions end up like left so little slots.. the "csi woman" said that there are too many manpower.. so im like left with 1 day with the scorm.. and its a saturday.. haiz.. but nvm la.. its only one day left.. LOL..

world cup is comin!!!!!!!

lol..
suddenly hyperactive for no reason..

sian.. test. =(

2006-05-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

**a Day To RemMEmBerr**

yesterday was my mom's birthday but then have a clash with the scorm thingy.. the scorm thingy took up like almost the whole day.. my friends and i did the same thing last yr.. n now, we decided to helped out again.. we have to perform eye checks on these lower sec sch kids (they're ex-students of the pri sch that we went to) and see how good or bad their vision have become.. hmm.. anyways, met a few "real" optoms.. haha.. there were 2 of them and they happen to be in the same cohort as one of our lecturers in school.. same class, etc.. haha.. they quite friendly.. they tried to talk to us although there's nothing much to talk about.. LOL.. one optom named Farouk (not sure if spelt correctly) kept asking us if we're hungry,etc. haha. he sounded worried.. but like nth else to ask.. practically all the times he came up to us, he asked the same question.. LOL.. but ya, he was just being considerate and polite.. =)

then we decided to have lunch at jurong point.. mic also had to go off.. she onli took half day.we waited for taxi for so long and we oni had one hour break.. LOL!! so we like made a big detour and somehow ended up at the lakeside mrt station again.. haha.. so decided to take train.. no time le mah.. had to rush... after makan, we sort of rushed back to the pri sch... 2nd half of the session was more slack than the 1st part of the day.. lesser students.. so shan me n pam played lame love games.. LOL.. start scandals for no apparent reason... obviously we were bored.. then when farouk came over, we pretended to talk abt eye stuffs... LOL!! very fake lo.. haha!! that farouk guy is scary also lo.. got once, he stared at this small little girl for getting the character on the eye chart wrong.. he stared until the girl got it correct.. stared in a fierce way.. haha.. i pity that girl.. somehow he reminds me of santa claus.. but he's kinda short.. so ya.. short santa.. hehehe!!

there were a few nurses.. pretty old but u can try to imagine.. all aunties that sit one corner and gossip type.. haha.. sometimes they're pretty noisy too.. LOL!! but luckily, dun have that evil "sister peck" .. she looks down on us.. i mean, so what if we're poly students?? haiz.. anyways, there were this group of middle age grp peeps whose probably in the uni and stuffs.. so there were 3 grooups of people.. us + nurses + uni peeps .. like all divided to age groups.. LOL.. some of the kids dun look like they're in sec sch.. they look reli small.. there was one who wore the same exact tshirt as shan.. LOL!!

after the whole scorm thing, we took a cab back to bishan and stopped by at J8.. i havent got anything for my mom. it was her birthday yesterday.. so after gg window shopping for a bit, finally bought my mom a necklace from perlini's silver. went home after that, and we're suppose to go out for dinner together.. but my mom had to send my grandma to the hospital ard late afternoon.. so sad.. but its a gd thing too..

**HapPy bIrThday mMoOmm~~!!**

before my mom reached home.. my sis and i decided to do a little sth for my mom.. we wanted to surprise her.. we decided to sing for my mom.. her favourite song.. my sec 2 sis, aqila, and me sang like 1 verse and the twins sang the rest of the song.. they're really enthu mahs.. haha.. so let them sing.. haha..! then we also prepared a mini video with many pix to remind her of our sweet memories tgt as a famili.. like holidays, birthday parties, etc. then after the clip ended, we off the lights and surprised her with the cake.. my dad bought from sweet secrets.. yummy!!! it was reli chocolatey.. so yah.. it turned out pretty well for sth that was planned last min.. after dinner, we had the cake as deserts..

the whole day was really nice and filled with lovely memories*~

2006-05-26T23:43:00.000+08:00

wah. so long le never update sia.. hmm.. i dunno where to start.. like so many things happen at the same time like nothing happened.. haha.. abit hard to explain la..

recently i always feel sleepy in class la.. must be the night before.. always on the comp also dunno what i doing.. if i were to say, abit lame la.. but lol.. i'll say anyways.. recently i use 'iTunes' player. before that i used windows media player.. then i realised abit mafan la. so switched to iTunes.. ThanKS DeB!! hehe... more organised la.. so can add album picture, edit song title, name,etc. haha.. lame i noe.. thats what ive been doin la.. then also go to you tube.. keep watching some lame clips.. LOL!! eg:

2 LiNGZ FER U TU CHEQ iT OOUT

This is about a "magician":

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kUKA92yvFFI&search=magician

Door

got afew more la.. but cant seem to remember most of them.. short term memory la.. hahha..

CIBAVision is giving a treat to all dopt yr 3 and 2.. but sadly, my class like not many people go leh.. i also not sure why.. its either cuz next day got test.. or sian.. dun wanna go.. Da Vinci Code leh..!! advertisements,etc like so nice.. but dunno leh.. shan said the critics grade the show a C+ only lo.. abit stunned.. anyways, too little people from dopt yr 2.. so they're even opening it up to yr 1.. ahahah..

these few weeks lots of tests and next week n followin week got 2 tests each.. sianz.. always no mood to study also lo.. in class like always physically there but not mentally.. lol.. monday got ophthalmic optics test la.. just now vivian opened up the lab for us to practise.. we're not suppose to mix up the lens and specs.. somehow some got mixed up.. cuz there were specs and lens everywhere.. then she flared la.. everyone so quiet.. then she abit flared the second time because of the PD rule.. she can be very fun .. but when she angry.. very scary.. all kept quiet lo.. hehe..

dunno when to go for soft lens fitting leh.. somehow like cant wait. yr 1 that time like so excited.. get free contact lens.. but in the end like never wear.. i should have taken coloured lo.. wasted man.. hmm, maybe this time round, try get coloured.. hehee... but dunno what colour yet la..

tomorrow got scorm.. the start of a few sessions at the same old 'rulang primary'.. its damn far lo.. its pretty near lakeside mrt.. but from bishan to lakeside abt 1 hr journey.. sian.. confirm sleep again on the train.. its a whole day affair lo... 8 plus to about 4 pm.. but the last time round was pretty fun but boring.. lol.. fun as in get to do auto-refracting, VA, etc. but boring cuz we stayed there like 1 whole day, and only 5 students appeared.. ok la.. not bad.. last time i remembered we always play the game 'mastermind' while slacking. lol..

2006-05-04T22:22:00.002+08:00

haiyo.. why my blog doesnt play the song that ive uploaded. until pek-chek! LOL!!

sianz. its already third week of school. its freaking fast. =(

this sem there's more breaks in between but it kinda suck cuz every day its 8 to 5 pm. seriously its boring.. especially on fridays.. unlike during previous sems, we can feel its a friday cuz usually we have the "slacky" modules like CRS or IDEAS or CD.. [modules not related to optometry] but this time round, fridays are "heavy".. we have lectures till 5 pm solid.

but without a doubt, this sem is more practical to what we will be doing in the future and its fun.. the practicals we have now are like to test patient's vision,etc. its really cool.. recently we have to buy the equipment that optoms use to detect ocular diseases, find out if got any problems,etc.

todays my "~~bad luck~~" day. few things happened which made me so "suay"
1) bought whipped potato from 7-11 in the morning for a short breakfast but must go inside to train station. so put in inside my bag. then guess what.. its spilled.. o.o everyone in the train was like staring at me when i wad practically cleaning my bag. my bag super exp n its ruined by a $1 worth of whipped potato.. =(

2) i was called during ophthalmic optics and i felt really pressured cuz the lecturer said if i cannot answer the question, nobody gets to go home early.. luckily she helped me out in the answering of the question. i was practically givin all the wrong answer.. luckily she's not so evil la.. but so paiseh sia.. in front of the whole class, then she sent me back to my seat when she realized i wasnt of much help to her. LOL!

3) then wanna go print some notes, so we had to book computer in the comp lab. but suddenly when i inserted my admin card into the kiosk machine, i was blacklisted. dunno why at first, so panicked a while then go look for help. there's something wrong when i log out yesterday when i last used the comp. =S

4) mich helped me print notes. i must thank her!! but last page dunno why it didnt print.. then she asked me write out the last page of the next lecture.. diao.. -.-"

5) played my guy's psp while he rested and after one hour, while playing the game, i think i died like almost 20 times and had to restart again and again, but avtually got excuse, cuz i dunno how to play the game. LOL!! paiseh~

2006-04-15T12:29:00.000+08:00

finally the 1 and a half month at work is over!! and next week, comes a new challenge.. SCHOOL!! LOL.. >.< !! and now, we're all in year 2.. 1st year is really fast, now as we reminisce those fond and sometimes painful memories of being in year 1. lets hope year 2 will be more fun, exciting and less stressful year, which i doubt so.

weird thing, i will only be getting my pay on monday.. sobz..~ but cant wait for that!! LOL~!

ive been so obsessed with jap drama these days.. HANA YORI DANGO rock!! i watched it at youtube.com but some episodes have been removed. i really hope someone would upload it.. its a cute, funny love story. i think the lead actress is pretty and adorable.. another nice jap drama which i'll watch soonwould probably be gokusen.. both is about high school life. i should relly thank deb for introducing these dramas.. they rock! not only that, ive yet to finish my task.. with jap anime.. LOL.. BLEACH and NARUTO!! kekeke..!!

i cant wait to start school and see the year 1's.. and i heard there's gonna be more of them.. my year only 48, and their year i think 57 and i heard they're more united than us. well.. we cant be sure till they start school proper.. lets hope for the better and im sure they'll have fun.. they should! its only year 1.. LOL! =D

2006-04-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

~~sianz!~~ yup.. im bored. now everything's a routine for me.

honestly, i just changed my blogskin. and TA-DA! here i present mt new blog skin. LOL!
nice? waha.. i even added video at the bottom. [nothing better to do as usual..]

morning: wake up, shower and get ready for work.
then reached workplace, eat breakfast and start working.

afternoon: still working. all the way to evening about 6 pm.
then i'll be making my way home

night: TV, Computer, help my sis in their homework. and before long its very late le.

so thats my life. boring heh? i know i know. but what to do? haiz..

i cant wait for school to reopen. but im really really ~~really~~ scared. LOL. the new lessons are gonna be more harsh and stressful for sure. thats wad the seniors always say. and this is only coming to year 2. year 3 is even more tougher. although i heard we have no exams. but the [FYP] final year project is enough to kill. we'll be presenting to our lecturers. imagine if they shoot us with so many questions. those who cant answer well enough will be facing their doom. haiz.

mr.lau [currently my boss] is scary. but yeah, he's the man. the boss! when he's in good mood, he'll laugh and joke around with you. but if he is mad or angry, he'll get at the whole office. if possible he'll pick on everyone. for example, there's a job submission recently and the client has been chasing us for the approval for the submission. but one of my colleague is so boh-chap. he doesnt take the initiative and every single time my boss ask him how's the job doing.. he'll say "doing doing." EVERY SINGLE TIME! so when my boss cannot take it, he scolds him and also the rest of the office at small minute issues. but hey, he's right. he's the boss anyways.

but one funny thing, being in the office can be fun sometimes. everyone seem to be younger than me although abt 3/4 of my colleagues are above 30. they're very childish. they call each other names and fight over silly stuffs. i cant believe it when they told me their ages. i was shocked. i learn quite a bit of hokkien too. =p simi taichi. LOL! i learnt a bit of chinese too. tian hua.. because i answer and transfer the phone calls, i learnt it when my chinese colleagues tell the other chinese colleagues to pick up the call. a lot of other stuffs happen but im kinda lazy to write everything out.

life at work can also be boring too. doing the same thing over and over again. LOL!

2006-03-21T20:40:00.000+08:00

hiz. its been long since i blogged. well ya, thats say everything. ive been very busy lately with work. though its only an administrative assistant in an office. but still, i still hav so much 'unfinished business' at home. lol! yahyah.. guess what? my cross stitch, my anime, preparing gifts for someone "special", etc. haiz, so much to do in so little time. im dead. my cross stitch cannot make it man. unless i rush like super fast. but then it wont come out nice. [actually now very ugly already.. o_O ] lol..! its been so long since i did cross stitch. the first time was only durinig my primary six days. it was my first n so-called 'last' stitch. but now started doing again. out of the blue. lol.

working days are really tired, so much things to do. fold plans, etc. there are thousands. n those certified plans are like soo old n super dusty. goodness!! everytime sneeze. but i wonder why. lol! im not allergic or anything.

i went to see the kittens that i was supposed to adopt. but my mother wasnt sure if we want that one. we went to see and went all to walk to jurong to see the house the kittens were at. its opposite rulang primary, near lakeside primary. my close peeps should know. we had a eye check screening for the kids at the school. anyways, the kittens are really cute. i only have the picture of 1 of the kittens. we planning to get two, but again, (to pam n mic..) its not confirm yet. LOL.! they dont bite.

its the below one. the top one already adopted by another family. actually got 4 kittens, their siblings. 2 has been adopted. the top one already adopted. so probably im getting the remaining, but not confirm. this pic was when they were a month ago. now they're slighty bigger - 3 months years old. lol.. cute right? but ok, if u guys come over - mic n pam - i'll make sure i'll lock them up.. thats if im confirmed getting. lol.!

2006-03-07T00:05:00.000+08:00

yawnz..

i feel weak and tired. today's officially the start of my working life during my holiday break.
its kinda sianz, cuz im working with my mother currently. but i must say its tiring. im under the admin side. so what i do is handle all the paper work, buy plans, answer phone calls, and so on. my boss is really forgetful. so everything, if anything shld remind him over and over again. if i pass him any important documents, i must always have a copy with me. he will definitely and surely lose it, guaranteed.

today i prepared 4 field work. i think thats alot for 1day. haha. kk, self praised. wahaah.!! >.<

but yah, i kinda forget here and then so i ask kat and siti to help me out. its nice to be able to recall my memories working there previously. according to my boss, i'll "learn new stuffs everytime i work there," so i must be the one paying him. haha. then what's the point of working? isnt it to earn money? wahaha.. i might be learning to plot some plans, draw out topo plans,etc. it sounds really chim but i dunno how hard it will be. but again, i dont think i'll do that cuz my boss is super forgetful so he may not remember what he says sometimes. haha..

when i reached home after work, it was already about 7 plus. i showered, ate my dinner then watched tv. i felt so lethargic as my body isnt physically and mentally prepared for working life. so hopefully i'll get used to it soon. while watching tv also can sleep. then i just woke up at 11plus then felt headache. now im here bloggin. i think im going back to sleep real soon. the headache's killing me. tmr's or theoretically later another day at work. sians.. hope that everything's goes on smooth and well.

good night and sweet dreams..!!

2006-03-02T21:59:00.000+08:00

yeah babe!! exams are finally over liao!! im so happy. yesterday night i had insomnia. i couldn't sleep cuz excited and anxious for this moment to come (11.11am of today). it's the minute in which the examiner collects the paer. the paper ended at 11.10am you see. but im glad its all over. kinda screwed up my long answer questions (20 marks each). there were 2 questions and i screwed both, haiz. my only hope is to rely on my 10 mcq (20marks). thats the only part of the paper im confident at scoring. the rest.. hmm, can forget about it lah.

after the paper was hooray hooray !! we celebrated like mad lah. well not really like. but all become self high and crazy. the four of us did have lots of fun and so much laughter. LOL! went to seoul garden at taka and had lunch. as usual, after paper, dont know why i'll go blur and super slow at everything. haiz. the other 3 like cant be bothered. haha. sob sob. anyway, mic n pam cooked omellete. which was kinda nice. cooked prawns, cockles, greeny spinach mee, chicken,etc. lotsa other stuffs and last of all the desserts, which we ate ice cream. it was a nice experience. then go jalan2 at kinokuniya and some bookstore. deb, if you're reading this, you'll love the place, the place is like dedicated to you. so many art pieces,etc. kinda hard to explain. its too heavenly. haha.

then we met one of our 3rd year seniors working at an optical shop at taka. honestly i dont know her name. but everytime see her in school. i seem to have a short term memory, esp. on names nowadays. getting older each day you see. hehe.

then after that we went to play pool at cathay cineleisure. honestly i super tyco lah. dunno how i hit then it always go in. kk, not always, but many times. haha. competed amongst each other, i think everyone's skills improving alot lo. then go jalan2 abit more at heereen,etc along orchard road then went to paragon to coffee bean and sit there and chit chat. more of talk cock lah. haha. but it was nice. nice to be lame, be high and just have fun.

man, gonna miss school. i'll be starting to work at my mother's office as an "all-rounder" clerk cum receptionist, gonna answer phone calls, type letters, receive fax, buy plans, etc. i'll definitely feel younger cuz almost everyone working there are old people. haha. wish there were younger people or it's gonna be dead boring for me.

2006-02-28T14:27:00.000+08:00

when she's gone

yehh!! the maniac is gone!!! haha.. kk, its evil to call her that.. my grandma's maid is gone!! muahahaha.. (evil laughs) my mom cant stand her.. well not only my mom.. my whole family plyus my grandma cant stand her so its time for her to pack her belongings and chao.. yes!!! i think her last day was 2 days ago.. but ya, everyone glad she's gone. haha.. who wouldnt be?? even my maid was happy she was leaving..

unofficially end of exams!! lol. just kiddin. just finish 2nd last paper just now. as usual after paper, self high cuz cant imagine that its gonna be the end of the semester. yeah..
cant wait for that..

the paper was ok. today we had introductory ocular microbiology. kinda sucks cuz alot of memorising. haiz.. 1 short answer qn woeth 10 marks and 1 long answer qn worth 20 marks gone case.. but im glad the paper is over.. =D hehe.. while doing the paper i wasthinking "yesh, its gonna be all over after the paper." hehe..

haiz so sian.. thursday is the last paper.. physiological and visual optics. woohoo!! cant wait for that. after paper, we all went home. but shan n me detour abit go mos burger at j8 to eat lunch then i ask her some questions on pvo, cuz that lecture i didnt go cuz i was sick. so i asked her alot of questions until shan can go crazy.. sorry arh gurl.. but i curious mah.. anyways, then accompany shan go ntuc awhile then went home.

chat awhile at msn, my classmate, yz, created a master workpiece for some of us.. pam, jeric, shan n me all have drawings of ourselves, drawn by him. (based on what he think of us) then my "impressive piece of artwork" done by him:
(very sian u see)

try interpreting it??

-P.M = pure milk t-shirt
-basketball = likes playing bball (last time)
-black slippers and back "hand bag" that i use for school.
-flowers, sun and butterfly = for fun (i ask him put one.. lol!!)
-perpiring = weather hot and sunny.

then now im just at home blogging, trying to watch bleach but dunno why it is not buffering. haiz.. gonna take a nap cuz very tired. gd night.

2006-02-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

i just got back home. tired. today was the second paper.. ocular anatomy.

yesterday did study the first part then this morning studied abit more before going to school. but then i had distractions. guess by who? my grandma's maid. hmm. my grandma is staying with my family and she has a maid. but this maid thinks highly of herself. she keeps bullying my family's maid. all she does is sleep. she dyed her hair, has a few ear studs, plucked her eyebrows, etc. man! who would think she's a maid. she likes going off to the shops for her leisure shopping, leaving my maid alone with all the household chores and sometimes my maid has to handle my grandma; her responsibility. sometimes she even sing the latest english pop songs like Because of you (Kelly Clarkson) and Believe me (Fort minor) but sings terribly and horri-gibly. it gets on my nerves; everyone's nerves. and how did she distract me? she was playing MY piano. she saw my sisters play, learn from them and practice w/o asking me. haiyo! wish she was terminated. but haiz.. patience patience.

then i left home about 12, met shan and went to sch. test was at 2pm.

after the paper

paper was okie. a lot of questions i screwed up. most of the time i was crapping my way through. even the mcq questions, some of them i did wrongly. after the paper, i found out many of my questions wrong. haiz. but its over. im so glad and happy. after the paper, so self-high, kept laughing, became super slow at things. usually after exams, tests, etc. i'll be like the world of my thinking of ...? i oso dunno what. lol.. then i had to meet my guy at bukit batok, initially. but then he was still studying at his fren's place, so we decided to meet at 6 at woodlands. so i asked pam n shan if they wanna go jalan2, while i kill my time. thanks alot u gals. THANKS!! u rock! u saved me from total dead boredom. lol. but yah, if not, i gonna be super dead bored. so we went to causeway point. jalan2, play at arcade, which was really fun.

at the arcade

shan n me played the drum hitting thingy. my first time. no coordination at all. i was just hitting everywhere. we played bowling. shan 1 lane, me n pam another lane. but very funny, pam was near the bowling pins. so after i throw the ball, she would knock the other standing pins. of course it was cheating but it was really funny. shan is bowling pro. so she played normally. lol. then we also played racing car. the images were awesome lah. unlike the normal daytona race cars. we were like racing on highways,etc. then pam n shan played shooting games, jurassic park. must sit inside this container thingy. we also played basketball. shan was kinda hooked onto it. she played twice. see? basketball is fun rite?? lol. then played the bishy bashy thingy. hands pain sia, but i won (cuz shan didnt play) haha! if she play, i no chance to win. lol. there's another game, pam n shan played. the one must stand at both ends of the table and try to hit the plastic round flat thing into the opponent's 'hole'. pam kena thrashed by shan, 5-0. lol. but most of it is own goal. pam accidently hit and enter her own goal. lol.

after all the fun, i had to meet my guy, it was already 6plus. so shan n pam left and went home. met him, went to makan at carona at the food junction at the top floor. after dinner, we jalan2 abit at north point then we went to bishan. he wana study abit, do a few more questions before calling it a day. (he studied earlier on mah) so i jus sat there and stone. kinda silly i guess. should have gone home. but think again, poor him alone so yah, kept him company while he did some math questions. it took him long to do some questions, i helped abit i guess. its gotta do with use of calculators. so yah, help me check his work. i was bored mah. then went home. thats why kinda late. haiz. now so tired. maybe i try and squeeze in one bleach episode now. haha. shan already watch until dunno what episodes lah. then go sleep le. *yawns*

2006-02-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

the 2 strenuous week of exams have officially started today. it was 'ocular physiology' today, all about the functions of eyes and all that. the paper began at 9, but we planned to meet in school by 8. the night before i recieved a msg from pam telling all of us to meet at 8 this morning. but i guess i study till i become blur2.. i didnt read that part of the message. i only read her part of the message wishing all of us good luck,etc. haha.. how can i forget and skip that part of the message.. so important. luckily shan messaged me at 630 am which woke me up.. if not i would have woken up at 730 cuz the paper was at 9am, which means i would leave home by 8am if going straight for the paper. but 8am was the time we suppose to meet. haha. thanks shan..lucikly ur message woke me up. if not i will still be sleeping til 730.. =p lol.. so paiseh.. during exams, i'll sure be blur2.. dunno what im doing or saying.

the paper was ok, but i screwed up pne question. i remember reading that part before going for the exam. but i totally forget or dont remember a single thing about what i read. so i couldnt answer the question lah.. the rest of it was ok. so-so. the marks allocated for the paper is more than expected. so i'd try to crap my way through to make it seem longer.

after the paper, pam, shan n me left the room first, before the time was up. michelle waited for the time of the paper to end. yvonne sat in between me and michelle. beside me, was jeric then yuan zhi. we were all at the last row. kinda scary cuz the examiner kept standing behind us. presssure..!! in front of me was clairecia, jasmine, shirley,etc. pam n shan was far away from us. the other side of the room.

after the paper, we all left. shan, me n pam take the jurong east side whereas mic took the normal way, to pasir ris side. i had to meet my guy at yishun. he just woke up at that time. we were suppose to go bishan, i guess he miss bishan alot. he used to stay near me. but shifted. so yah.. so along our journey, the 3 amigos chatted and crapped. we saw benedict. he joined us. but i didnt realized when he went off. sorry to ben if ure reading this.! so pam left first, then me.. then shan went home. i met him at yishun, as usual late.. then we go makan lunch tgt at north point. then we went to jalan2 awhile at north point. i've been going to north point alot recently. with sec sch clique, poly clique and my guy. kinda sian. but ok lah, quite fun being with closed ones. =) then we went to my house awhile. he needed to chat with a fren to get some math solutions for his revision. so yah, came awhile.. then after that we went to walk around in j8. by den it was already late.

on thurs, there's another paper, 'ocular anatomy'. hopefully the paper will be easy. i dont really have the mood to study. cant wait till 11.11am on 2nd march!!! its the end of my last paper!! yeah!! feel like playing and watching bleach and naruto!! deb introduced a website to watch. i really cant wait to watch after what shan told me. she already watched so many episodes. power man she.. hehe.. but ya, cant wait to watch jap anime!! i gonna sleep early man. kinda tired and sleepy.

2006-02-19T01:14:00.000+08:00

something really scary just happened to me. someone added me on my msn, some1 i dunno and confessed that she's a lesbian and asked for my photos. i thought she was joking but she wasnt. it is so scary. i said i had a bf and that im straight. then she said its ok. then i said "im not interested ok.." then she like so stunned. LOL.. hit back right in her face. heck lah.. who was this stranger. creepy.. so the next thing i did was to delete and block her contact. this is super totally freaky man. no jokes. im scared i cant go to sleep now.. haha! crap..

my life's a mess; i guess things are starting to look on the brighter side

i guess things have started to simmer down. we did have a good talk and i guess the problem lies in both of us. its hard to explain sometimes. sometimes i feel that he's at fault. sometimes he feels im at fault. hmm.. love sure is complicated. at that moment, i did feel annoyed and angry cuz i feel that its always my fault that he's angry or hurt. so sometimes i try to argue my way through, but im always at the losing end. because im a girl.. and he's a guy.. that will never change. haiz.. at that moment, both wanted to break up and i guess we did.. temporarily.. but on the next day, i felt alone, lonely.. it feels awkward not chatting or being with some1 who's been close to me for so long. i did felt empty. i guess i m too attached to him. sometimes i wish i wasnt. i wish to be like i used to be last time, not so sensitive.. less "attached" to relationships so that i have my own space and not feel so weird and awkward. we did make it out on the next day. he even told all his friends that we broke up (before we met). it felt so real. as if it was the end of the relationship.

anticlimax

after we met, things didnt go back to normal straight away, we did have little tiffs. but i started apologising,etc. felt guilty and kinda regret it. then after some time we laugh it off at a pic and we decided to make up. kinda stupid actually but the pic is funny. it was my picture. haha. then after everything, we decided to go eat dinner at pizza hut at lucky plaza. im not sure whats the occasion, but just the craving i guess. then i was kinda surprised to see pam with her friend at lucky plaza. i think they went jalan2. then had our dinner. it was nice. spaghetti n pizza. he was so hungry that he ordered so much food. haha. but the meal was nice. the feeling of being together again was nice. except for the arguments and quarrels.

confused and alone

well, now everything's back to normal. i dont know what i really want. thinking abt it, he's a nice guy. he does treat me well, with care and concern,etc. but sometimes he's just being overprotective. im not too sure if thats good or not.

i have no mood to study. i wonder why. exams are around the corner and i dont really take it seriously. everytime i wanna start reading, i will get distracted and do something else. maybe opto is not my thing.

2006-02-17T12:09:00.001+08:00

love hurts and it is complicated.

i dunno what has become of me and my life.

i feel that my life's a mess right now.

exams are coming and relationship's going downhill.

yesterday i went to school for pathology test. test was ok, i didnt really study much for it. i jus read through and understand the topics. sometimes i wonder why im in my course of optometry. why do we have to stress ourselves so much now during our youth. but of course, they always say, adults have more stress and problems in the working life, compared to students in their youths studying. anyways, then my friends went off after that. i did a mini survey for some malay language department which ms. grace khoo asked me to do. then pameela n shan helped me handed in the survey. thanks to you both.. !! =) i had to go the opposite way and meet ms. monica to get back my test paper as i didnt go to school the day before. i only scored borderline. i didnt really studied for it too. nowadays always no mood to study. i wonder why and next tuesday is already exams. im afraid i must say because i dont think i'll touch any of my books. no mood.

after that i met my guy. i waited for him in the computer lab. he ended at 4plus. because of something tiny, we had a quarrel which then lead to a bigger quarrel. its usual i guess. now it has become a big quarrel not knowing if we're still together. maybe we are. maybe we are not. this has happen once or twice before and after some time we did make up to each other. but i dunno if this is for real or..?? i dunno what to hope for. we've been together for so long, coming to 3 years.. or is it best to move on. its definitely easier said than done. especially if you've gone really close to your bf/gf. he has a good side, gentleman, romantic,etc. but when he gets angry, its like a bomb explosion. he keeps thinking im at fault. maybe i really am at fault.

im so confused and alone.

then i went home at 9plus. had no mood for anything but decided to watch my favorite show. law and order (svu). well, everyone has problems and i guess this is my problem now. i hope things will turn out for the better soon.

love can be sweet but can hurt a lot.

2006-02-15T11:03:00.000+08:00

haiz.. already type so long n tiring then the comp kah-put just black out.. haha.. -.-"yesterday was V day..i didnt wanna go to school cuz past two days, i was already started to feel sick.. then i didnt wana go school but i had to.. wana know why?? i had two test yest.. if i dint go to school, mean on thurs i have to take 3 tests.. thats like tmr.. haiz.. so no choice dragged myself to school.. wanted to leave after rwp test, which was the first test.. then phyisio lecturer called me n asked to go take her test rite after rwp test (10am) or together with the class at 1pm.. she demanded.. haha okok she asked me to take the test on that day itself even though i was going to have mc.. kinda unreasonable, but she said if i didnt go yest, i cant take the test on any other days cuz she not free.. so i cldnt go to the doc..

i think she thought that i purposely didnt wana take the test. but if im sick, how was i gonna study?? i shldnt have called her in the 1st place.. but one way or another i have to go take the test.. so end up takin with the class lo.. so went to project room and pia cuz i didnt reali study the hard core topic.. just the light topics.. so we went for the test.. pam was beside me.. mic n shan in front of me.. then when handing in the paper, she just asked how was i feelin.. i said "headache".. then she asked if i was wearing CL, cuz ms. dawn tan got an eye project and needed subjects >5.00D.. then i said "no" and left. then all of us didnt go for her revision class cuz lazy, tired, etc. so we went home.. it sure is awkward for me to go home so early.. like 2plus like that.. usualy go home 8 or 9plus at night..

but before that we all went to meet gabriel to pass him guan leng's gift.. tmr (thurs) there's suppose to be an outing for my lower sec classmate to celebrate guanleng's (gl) birthday.. so there's suppose to be guan leng, deb, shan, gabriel, qi chang,etc. n guess who's planning?? QI chang!! no offense but usually he plan cannot make it wan.. always got sth not right happens.. n ya, we are all right.. he didnt invite gl (the birthday boy-'star' of tmr), gabriel,etc.. if he didnt invite earlier, people may have other plans on that day.. like gl, i heard he got test/exam on thurs.. how is he coming for the celebration?? is his birthday some more.. haiyo.. we'll see how it goes..

anyways, as i was saying, we went to pass gabriel, gl's gift cuz gabriel will be meeting gl..n shan n me wont be meeting him,etc. pam n mic followed, as it was along the way out of the school.. pam n me have always been wanting to 'suan' shan cuz we everytime disturb each other, leaving shan alone. so pam n me decided to 'join forces' n bomb shan.. we can disturb her abt gabriel.. haha.. (evil laughs)

then we all left, pam n jeric at her side of the train, me,shan n mic on the other side of the platform.. when me n shan reached bishan, shan went home n i went to my family doc which was another part of bishan where i used to stay when i was younger.. my family is familiar n close with the doc.. the doc even joked with me.. "eh, today's V day. none of ur class guys invited any girls out meh?" then i said "no, all studying" haha.. then we talked abit and asked what course im doing,etc then he said "yahyah, those "manly" guys are usually from the engineering side.." lol, i dont know what made him said that.. but from what he knows, im not attached.. haha.. kinda funny the way he said that.. then i went off, paid for the medicine n left for home.. went to buy lunch from yoshinoya (kinda miss the salmon) lol..then went home at about 4plus, showered, ate n slept all the way till night n night till morning (today).. didnt go to school n now im here blogging.. most probably gonna sleep again.. feel like hibernating.. feel weak n tired n sore throat.. urgh.. i wonder what shan, mic n pam doing?? how was monica's lesson.. did she miss me?? LOL..

2006-02-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i blog. So i decided to blog now.. now im at ling wei's house.. all the girls doing manicure for wei.. n me, blogging.. hehe.. firstly, sorry to my dedicated readers.. haha.. nowadays i feel that i've changed.. i like to crap even more now. lol.. kk, anyways, today went to yjc open house.. go support my friends who are having their open house today.. its like a carnival thingy.. n i pretended to be students that have just received their results yesterday.. "the school is so nice.. wahhh~~" -.- lolz..

anyways, saw my ex-vice principle, in guangyang sec.. name=mr. wong. he thought i was ex-student of yjc.. asked me to sign up as alumni.. haha.. i think he's getting older, his memory is depleting.. im ex-student of guangyang sec sch, not yjc.. lol.. then i also saw soo many of my sec school.. all set up their stalls,etc. but i cldnt buy anything from them cuz i have no coupons. i promised to buy from ling wei mah.. but after i bought the tickets from her, its like.. almost everything is gone and finished.. cant buy anything except some food like sushi, ice cream,etc. but i have to admit that its definitely better than the SP CLS carnival funfair.. =p then saw so many pri sch frenz which was kinda unexpected. i didnt know they were in yjc.. like i saw my malay classmate who switched to another school in primary 3.. so its like about 9 years ago, when i last saw him..

dont know what made me know its my malay classmate. even ling wei realised he was from our primary school.. she was even in the same class at him lah.. haha.. funny sia.. then also saw constance, etc. she is still as tall as ever.. when i was seating down at the canteen, she came up to me then when i look up to her, my neck pain sia.. haha.. but she didnt look too different.. can still recognize cuz the last time i saw her was in primary 6.. haha.. not as bad as my other fren..

haiz.. now they still manicure-ing.. cuz ling wei also 'destroy' her manicure done by hui shan.. poor shan.. haha.. n deborah is wrapping up the present for guan leng.. aww.. so sweett.. hehehe.. =p

yesterday we went suppose to study after pvo test.. which totally suck for me.. poor me.. lol.. oi screwed up the whole paper, which is really sucks and ended at 9am.. haiz.. after that, shan n me, went to eat breakfast at mac.. saw chris ng also gonna makan breakfast with some1.. he didnt wait for that person.. so rude.. haha! (chrs ng: im sorry if ure reading this~) bad host.. thats wad i learnt from my ep class.. to be a good host, you must wait for the guest to eat.. haha.. anyways,then go library n planned to 'study'.. but in the end slacked the whole day.. lolz.. -.-""" me shan n pam.. ohyah, pam had to go off earlier on after the test, then later she came back to 'study'.. then after that, at 4pm we went to print pam's pvo prac report then handed in at spoc then walked to t15 n continued doing what we're good at.. slacking.. haha..

haiz.. on next tues got physio test and next thurs got pathology test.. haiz.. then next next tuesday EXAMSSSS!! haiz.. stress sia.. but no mood to study at all..

haiyo.. shan n wei keep fighting.. deb seems to proud of what she has done.. the wrapping of guan leng's present.. lol!!! haha.. ooopppsss...

2005-12-26T04:06:00.000+08:00

guEss what this graffitti means???

give up??
it stands for "Lost".. cool ehh?? nice desiGns!!

dedicated to everyone by the name of jane??
haha.. i dunno y.. but this graffiti has the word jane in it.. it really nice..

i saw this while surfing the net.. i think its kinda cool.. check it out..~~!! [actually at the same time trying to figure out how to insert images to the entry.. =D hopefully it appears ok..]

2005-12-26T03:41:00.001+08:00

today was christmas day.. well technically yesterday, since its way past 12 midnight now.. actually i dont really celebrate christmas so i was at the whole day watching tv.. never watched so much tv in a while.. i was so tight with school, projects, tests and what have you these past few weeks and months.. today i woke up really late.. and half of my day was gone.. =p then watch tv non-stop.. mtv awards, santa clause 1 & 2 (on disney channel), princess diaries (loved the theme song - miracles happen by myra.. its soo groovy) and kabhi kushi kabhie gham (hindi movie on central- super touching.. about family bonds and love,etc) all the way to past midnight.. the movies and shows were all awesome and POWER!! now the holiday spirit is gone.. im backed to doing projects, essays, assignments,.. haiz.. it'll never end.. but hey.. looking on the bright side.. next week its the term break..! well technically, it has official begun,since its already monday.. haha.. kk,im crapping..gotta find my thumb drive.. its missing.. my mom just bought it few days ago, i saved my projects in it and its all gone..!! =C but luckily, i have a copy of it in my comp.. its really sad.. the thumb drive is expensive.. *sobz~ i think it must have dropped somewhere.. cant recall when and where i last saw it.. *cryz~

-==ReFeC+!OnSsZz==-

when i think about it it feels really fast.. before i know it, its like the end of the year 2005.. and this year is like whoaahh~~ for mua.. yeah..y?? end of last yr, i took my o levels.. this yr, i've been to two schools, had a long holiday break,worked with my mom for quite a bit, gave tuition to two kids, been through 1 semester in poly, which means i would have taken exams of my 1st sem in poly, n now im going through almost halfway of my 2nd sem in poly,etc.. all in 1 year!! when i recall my memories, i would grin to myself thinking of all my new and old friends.. how they entered into my life. its a great feeling getting to know different people from all walks of life.. kk, i kinda sound chim eh?? haha.. not really me, for those who know me well..

2005-12-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

it's been a very long time since i blog. itsalready end of week 6 now.. and week 8 is E-Learning week and week 9, Term BreAk!!! yippee... haha.. anyways, i was more focused to school. as it gets to mid-semester and term break, it gets more stress. so many projects and tests back to back. haiz.. and other kids, other than peeps who are in poly, are having holidays and enjoying themselves. like this weekend. my whole famili going to malacca, holidaying.. but i have to stay back at home.. sianz.. so many things to do.. kinda home alone.. except my grandma and her maid.boring sia.. life's boring and sucky.. stressful.. haiz..

-= ToDay,, wHat hAd HappeNed =-
today got mr.rajeev's prac for the first time. supposed to be with ms. monica.. but this physiological and visual optics practical is conducted by mr.rajeev. anyways, played badminton in school just now.. wah.. legs cramp now.. haiz.. OuCh*~ but quite fun.. if not, its gonna be super boring while waiting for character devpmt lesson. very slack.. chit chat wif ms.monica.. quite interesting.. then must form groups and think of a way how we can do community service..we were thinking of either going to orphanage or old folks' home.. would prefer to go to the orphanage, mix wif small cute little kids.. hehe..

hmm.. past tuesday was kinda interesting. for the first time eversince i entered poly, i wore formal clothes for the formal presentation for RWP.. some groups had their presentation this week.. some next tuesday. for the first time almost everyone that is presenting wore formal clothes.. right after the presentation, we kept taking pictures with shan's handphone.. haha.. funny sia.. everyone posed,etc. cindy has a black broch "flower".. really nice.. haha.. then later pameela and michelle arrived, joined us before going for pathology lesson.. other than that, the day was as usual.. nothing much happened after that..

2005-11-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

its the third week of school and life's starting to get stressed up. so far, some lecturers have set the dates for tests and dates due for projects. haiz. but that's life. as students, our main worry is to do well in the modules we are taking. anyways, tomorrow's friday. and we have 4 hrs breaks between 8-11am phy-vio practical and character development in the afternoon. the 1-hour lecture right after practical,microbiology, has been cancelled. so we're planning to play basketball in school.

been such a long time since i touched a basketball. was really into basketball last time in secondary school, from sec1 to sec4. would turn up for almost all the practices cause of friends actually. but love the game although trainings were tough, tiring and hard. but that's the point: to build stamina, speed and accuracy. i could have joined basketball as a cca, but didn't feel like it. ever since in 1st 3 months in cjc and s'pore poly, i've been slacking super loads. couldn't be bothered with cca and stuffs. lolz.. i dunno why the change. probably, i feel that i'm getting old. yahyah, i know. its crappy. just 17 but feel like i'm old. like i said, slacked super a lot.

today, we went to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. the show was awesome! really nice. but the ending like a bit hanging and fast. from the start to the middle part, it was nice, with a little comedy, teen romance and "magical" climax,etc. (its Harry Potter - what you expect?) But the last part, it's as if "Huh? That's all? That's it? That's the end?" No doubt that the 1st 3 Harry Potter movies were linked to this 4th movie. overall, the show was really nice. feel like watching it again. hermione granger looks hot and gorgeous and harry potter's dashing and kinda adorable. (hehez~) ron's cute in his own way with his favourite phrase "Bloody Hell.." haha.. i just found out from my sis that in real life,ron's actually 17, harry's 16 and hermione's 15 if i am not wrong. cool eh? couldn't believe it cause i thought ron's the most "kiddy" and childish but he's the eldest. =D

2005-11-10T16:27:00.000+08:00

school's just started last week.. there's school on mon, wed and fri.. tues deepavali and thurs hari raya aidilfitri.. kinda weird.. why school cannot start this week.. haiz.. anyways.. was looking forward to hari raya and the hols,etc.. guess what!? one day before hari raya, i started coughing and had slight fever.. its a bad sign.. i was going to get sick...!! after one month of fasting.. i thought i could enjoy hari raya and all the delicious yummy-licious food.. and i was DOWN..haiz.. sobz2.. i couldn't even taste the few kuih2 and chocolate "cookie" my mother made together with my sisters and mua.. but sadly, i havent even touched it lo..

chocolate~~!!! my favourite.. it takes great pain and endurance to not eat that.. lol.. crapz~ anyways, i love chocolate. =p then on hari raya, i ate soo little.. as you know, some people have bad appetite when they are sick.. haiz.. only when to my grandma's at bedok.. dad's side.. but the other grandma.. mom's side is at my house that time.. so abt 2pm,etc. we had to go home so my maternal side of the family can visit my grandma.. didnt travel much this year since my grandma staying with my family so didnt really get much "collections" sobz.. hehez.. but its okie.. was feeling sick,sore throat,etc. it just sucks big time..

usually, other years we'll travel abit more cuz my paternal side kinda big.. got many grand-uncles and aunties.. so imagine the number of uncles and aunties i have.. not realli that close though.. only see them on raya.. =p as i was saying.. was sick.. til i got throat infection.. i didnt go to school for like one week.. and it sucks to be coughing all the time.. whenever i tried to talk, my throat would itch.. and then cough starts non-stop.. sad right? anyways..

2005-10-25T01:05:00.000+08:00

its one week before school starts and all of us had to go back to school for some talks.. its nuoo.. its some talks given by some experts about eye diseases, contact lens,etc. seriously.. no joke.. 8am to 6.35pm... but of course with 3 breaks in between.. but its compulsory for everyone (yr 1 to 3).. it was so damn boring.. every yr 1 "student delegates" (names given to us on the card we were supposed to wear) was like totally clueless about the whole lecture..so... some of us became "devils" for few hours.. we escaped from the talk.. hehe.. went out awhile.. few hours later.. we got back n kinda felt remorseful n regretted leaving.. we were told that attendance was supposed to be taken at the end of the day.. but worried if it was taken when we were out.. luckily, attendance was taken just after we got back.. it was really scary cuz when we were out, the whole group seating at the back of the theater made noises which disrupted the lecture.. so the head chairman warned them,etc. and a lecturer was standing at the back monitoring the rest..

anyways.. while we were out and about, we went to buy things for the bbq tomorrow night. so we bought foods, stuffs like tongs, charcoal, etc. at ntuc near jurong east mrt station.. the place kinda small and squeezy, and there were 6 of usdiscussing and arguing while deciding what to buy.. yup, we created quite a lot of commotion and blocked the passageway,etc.

then we went straight to our teacher's condo to put the things there for tmr.. man.. she has 2 kids; both boys and they are super cute.. they have a splitting image of their mom. but seriously, so cute!! hehe.. after staying there for awhile, we went off, back to school.. we walked back to school.. quite interesting n fun walk back to school.. many slopes and private properties along the small road/lanes.. then we rushed back to the nuoo.. to slip in during the break.. hehe.. naughty eh???

2005-10-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

its been some time since i blog eh? man.. life's tough.. so young (well not really.. im quite old) already faced lots of pressure and stress.. been working at my mom's company (How Huai Hoon Surveyors) for about two weeks now and i've been really tired and sian.. plus the tuitions i've been giving.. like now, i just got back from tuition at toa payoh.. can peng-san (faint) sia.. somemore im fasting.. gotta be patient and endure..

recently my results for first semester have been out.. i must say i was really shocked by it. i suppose to fail general optics cuz i mugged the least for it. i started studying the night before the exam, slept at 3plus am and i didn't finish the paper. even a stranger would say.. "haiya.. cannot make it wan lah~" i even left out blanks in the essay questions.. got one or two questions i didn't do.. but surprisingly i did pretty well.. for someone who didn't really study.. hehe.. the rest of the papers i did study.. and the results was ok2..

so many things have been happening.. its almost end of the year..monsoon's coming.. kinda good and bad.. good cuz rain means more sleep.. but bad, is cuz whether i got time for more sleep is another thing.. besides, its gonna be hari raya soon..lots of people to visit..but hey! its gonna be end of fasting.. *hintz2.. **grinz! yeahz! gotta get new raya clothes.. probably tmr.. saturday.. was thinking of wearing baju kurung or baju kebaya.. on mon and tues, got NuOo.. don't know what its gonna be about.. maybe its some talk by some distinguished experts.. but think about it.. the whole day?? blaghh..~ hopefully not so boring..its a whole day kinda thing.. so gotta be "prepared"..but luckily,something to look forward to.. bbq at mrs yeo's condo on tuesday night.. woohoo~~!! gotta order 120 sticks of satay from my uncle.. nah, i'll ask my dad to do that for me.. hehe..

then comes start of next semester..and two public holidays right smacked during the first week of school.. cool heh? deepavali on tuesday and hari raya on thursday.. feel like not going to school the whole week.. but i must say.. i missed school and friends at school.. so maybe i'll go.. see how my mood.. heh heh~~
but the thought of going back to school to study.. also sian man.. that's life.. haiz..

finally

2005-10-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

finally its saturday.. what a long week i had dis week.. on wed, i started to fast.. its time of the year again, bulan ramadhan.. went out for pool wif pam n shan.. it was really nice to hang out with them.. it was a nice change for once instead of just going to and fro to tuition at nurul's and natalie's house.. after playin pool at cineleisure, we went off at about 6plus.. then we took train home.. i was actually on the way to tuition at nurul's house which was at woodlands.. so shan stopped at bishan while pam and me continued our "journey" to woodlands.. it was comin to 7pm, the time in which i had to break my fast.. so in the train, i drank some water.. then reaching woodlands, i left pam (who dropped at marsiling later on).. then quickly go to burger king at causeway point to buy something to eat.. hehehe.. no bad eh? burger king for 1st day of fasting.. then rushed to nurul's house for math tuition.. it wasn't bad.. quite ok.. only that it was kinda tiring for first day, to do quite a lot of things.. then went home after dat... =)

the next day, thursday, i woke up at 3-4 am to eat my sahur.. felt so sleepy.. wished could sleep longer since wed i felt sooo tired.. rested again till abput 7plus and i had to get ready.. it was the 1st day i worked with my mother.. everyone was surprised to see me again.. my job is sort of like admin stuffs..type out letters, prepare for field work, find certified plans (CPs) which was all over the office.. veri messy.. answer phone calls from architects,engineers,etc (but of course i didnt "handle" them).. those with higher posts would talk to and deal with them.. honestly, it was really hectic.. ever since i stopped working there, so many things were left undone.. im supposed to help siti out,the admin-in-charge.. she seem so busy..poor her..but the boss didn't want to employ other assistants, i dunno why.. so only siti gotta do everything.. n me help out for the next two weeks..atleast hopefully by then, things would be better.. i hope.. went home with my mother abt 5.30-6pm like that, bought some food and break fast.. then get ready for tuition with natalie.. luckily its only at toa payoh.. not far, as compared to woodlands from my place.. after that, went home.. so worried for her n natalie.. i feel pressured.. imagine if they didnt do well, i might have to answer to their parents.. but if the child didnt put in lots of effort, then its not my fault.. hopefully they can do well so it'll be a win-win situation..

on friday morning, woke up again for sahur,etc. then slept again, etc. then after that, get ready to go to work again.. nothing special really happen.. its becoming a routine just like the "holidays-before-poly-started" days.. though it was second day only, i felt kinda sian.. imagine working with your mom.. seeing her everyday.. not that its bad or anything.. wished i could work elsewhere.. but no choice lah.. must earn to pay my school fees for next semester.. haiz.. in addition to that, its fasting month.. so take things slower at my own pace so won't use up too much energy.. but time past by so quickly, that today (sat) was already 4th day berpuasa.. 3rd nov is raya.. so excited.. hehe.. kk.. long way to go.. -.-" just gotta take things slower.. one at a time.

life

2005-10-05T11:56:00.000+08:00

life's okie so far... kinda weak i must say.. n hungry!! hehe.. today's the official start for fasting.. luckily havent start working.. mite be working with my mother soon.. but not sure when.. must get approval from her boss first.. just like during the hols before start of poly life, i was working with my mother.. can say no freedom lah..eveyday,everywhere.. see her.. but quite ok lah.. if not, got nothing to do at home.. plus still got tuition with nurul n natalie.. nurul at woodlands n toa payoh n natalie at toa payoh.. haiz.. like worlds apart..so far.. =( so maybe after work (8-5pm), break my fast around 7 n head straight to their houses.. on the different2 days.. haiz.. it'll be stressful n tiring i can predict.. but i sound really busy heh?? hehehe...~ trying to enjoy as much before the hectic life begins.. so yest went to sch for the meeting, in which SoME people didnt turn up in spite of their reminders.. hahahha.. but its kinda nice.. although i didnt really noe them.. dun even noe their names.. hehez.. anyways, today gonna play pool.. kinda excited lo.. so long since i played pool..hehe.. the last time was probably PTN; dopt with chris ng .. so long eh? really
looking forward to it..but sadly, i started fasting today.. so cant eat, drink, etc. so gotta endure..!!! yeahz~!! -.-""

gym!

2005-10-05T11:38:00.000+08:00

last sun.. i went to the gym for the first time.. we went there at 9am. honestly it was realli boring at first.. cuz i went there wif one of my gal frenz,debbie.. i was so shy.. n paiseh.. went to bishan gym.. a lot of body builders.. scary sia.. lolz! but it was a gd experience.. did lots of cycling.. but NOT jogging.. i only set the jogging machine at 5 mins.. den i "pancit" liao..its really tiring lo.. my stamina sucks man.. haiz.. deb could like jog 15mins non-stop.. i was like.. "wow!!" .. within that 15mins, i could like stop n start for a few times n she did it continuously.. wanted to carry weights for fun.. but in the end we didn't.. too many people lah, bodybuilders,etc.. so paiseh.. aft 2hrs like that, we left n head home.. it was drizzling n walking across a big padang to reach bishan interchange.. it was really cooling n nice to walk in the drizzle.. it was fun overall.. =) wish to go there again.. n hopefully got lesser people.. =S

veer-zaara...

2005-09-29T18:48:00.000+08:00

i borrowed this hindi movie from one of my dopt frenz.. its called veer zaara.. the show rocks! its a sad, love story; a really touching one.. its about a man and a woman who felt in love after knowing each other for only 1 day.. and they fall in love.. but the man (sharukh khan aka Veer) was an Indian while the woman (Preity Zinta aka Zaara) was a Pakistani... They met during one of his rescues during an accident. (He saves lives, saves people ion accidents,etc) They came from different countries, backgrounds and religions. In spite of that, their love for each other was so pure and strong. Veer was willing to risk his own life to save this lady, a stranger. When they got closer and got to know each other better, the man found out that Zaara was engaged. Unfortunately, they couldn't be together as Zaara was forced by her father to marry her fiance due to political status and money. So both felt devastated and heartbroken. Veer even left his job to fight all the way to get her back. Zaara kept thinking of Veer even just before the night of her wedding. Zaara's fiance found out about their secret love and had to do something to get rid of Zaara's love, Veer.. Being rich and evil, her fiance gave him a condition in order for Zaara to be happy after their marriage. Veer had to be locked up in a prison cell and was dared not to utter a word during his imprisonment years. And so he did, to prove his love as he wanted Zaara to live happily... **but that's not the ending.... the show ends with a twist... but hey i dun wana spoil it.. to know more, go watch it.. hehehe.. seriously, the show rocks... =p

bored

2005-09-28T13:00:00.000+08:00

man.. so boring.. so i decided to write about what happened during past few weeks.. =p well.. right after my general optics paper last friday.. i went for lunch with dopt peeps.. we all turned into vegetarians and ate veggies n mock meat at bugis area.. we bought a few plates of fried rice n noodles.. n shared among all of us.. haha.. kinda fun experience i must say.. *grinz* after that, i had to travel all the way to toa payoh for tuition with natalie.. haiz.. wish i could spent more time with dopt peeps.. it was so much fun.. =c anyways, rushed there at about 2plus.. tuition started at 2.30pm.. went thru some math questions,etc wif her.. n soon it was already comin to 4pm.. time flies eh? then after tuition, met up with my guy.. we decided to catch a movie "the myth" in the evening.. so we head to orchard.. we went to cine, bought the tickects and ate at kfc..
the show was super nice..! it was really a touching-love cum action-packed show.. jackie chan was in it.. so his actions were original n smtimes funny when he adds a trick or two into it.. if only i could watch it again..
all this happened on that friday.. it was a really tiring day for me.. the next day was already the weekends.. really had no mood to study for chem.. but somehow, i managed to do those chem past years exam papers.. argh~! but luckily its all over..

woohoo..

2005-09-28T11:15:00.000+08:00

gee.. its been since a veri long time since i touched the comp. hehez.. no time to blog.. *sobz2~ well, kinda stressed dat few weeks or so cuz exams coming.. havent started any revision then.. just had to mug one day before the paper.. plus im giving tuition to two students.. gee, time was of the essence.. plus exams.. everything cramped up that week.. every1 have started studying except *mua*.. haiz.. stress.. (but the weird thing, i didnt really hav the mood to study.. lolz!)
but now, i felt like i have a new life..! sounds kinda crappy rite? but yeahz.. been crappy ever since 11.11am after my last paper - analytical and physical chemistry..finally a burden off me.. no more books or studies for the next of 1 month..! woohhoo! but man, im gonna miss my frenz at school.. we should go out together during the hols.. haha..its nice hanging out with them, creating scandals, gossips, etc. lolz! it was so funny.. at the last day of exams, we swapped many things.. shan gave me back naruto vol 9, i passed mich naruto vol 1 n 2, pam lent me the hindi movie.. really cant wait to watch the show.. gonna stick to the tv for this whole week, other than tuition (blagh..) then hopefully i can get a temporary job somewhere during the day.. hopefully i can get a job soon.. =)

2005-09-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

yesterday go back to sch to prac for gen opt prac test.. suppose to start at 11am.. but dunno wad happen .. got a bunch of sec sch kids.. eh? no no no.. a whole group or school of those kids using the prac room.. den kena wait til 1 plus.. so we decided to go makan at foodcourt 3.. den after lunch.. we wanna go sp guild house to play pool.. but by den, it was abt 12 plus liao.. hehez.. but gotta rush back to prac room by 1pm..
confirm no time if we go sp guild house.. so we go n rent MOnOpoLy from CLS n play just outside CLS room.. wah.. 1st round boring.. after dat.. shiok sia!! so funny.. evry1 buy property,etc. except me.. dunno y my dice evrytime roll small number.. pple 2 or 3 rounds liao.. i still stuck at 1st round.. hahaz..
then evry1 passing by kept staring.. lol! paisehz lehz.. but the funny part when vitya about to leave, got auction.. she sell her property,etc. poor shan.. mic,pam n me sabotage her.. form allies.. hahaz..den we became addicted to the game.. 1.45pm like dat,den go prac.. =p its realli nice doing prac.. though half of the time i dun understan a single thing.. we chat abt other stuffs more.. lol!! but overall, it was nice.. den go home le.. supposed to study.. but end up slackin.. watch tv.. incredible tales, america's next top model,etc. fuyo! tyra flared up.. scary sia.. den i went to the heavenly place.. filled with clouds and pillows.. its my bed.. zzZz~ *bLagH..~~

traumatized by buffers

2005-09-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

today got chem test.. sux loh!! abt acids and bases.. buffer..~ =X haiz.. i think i onli aim for abt 10 marks out of 50.. really die loh.. so many theory ques.. didnt prepare.. calculations also dunno hw to do.. all anyhow hentam n do.. kekez.. then right after the test, during biochem lecture.. cannot absorb anithin lo.. i was in the world of my own.. still traumatized by chem paper.. shuckz..~ nex fri biochem, i think sure flop also sia.. **sobz sobz.. but i think ideas quite ok loh.. but quite boring de.. hahaz.. cuz i no presentation this wk.. hehehe.. =p but nex fri.. die! presentation abt the disappearing ink wif ma group..**shiverss.. so many things on nex fri..

haiz.. anp test..~~

2005-09-01T15:37:00.000+08:00

anp test today.. haiz.. so sad.. i cant do almost alot of the ques except mcQ.. luckily got mcQ questn.. if not i sure die lo.. haiz.. den tmr also got chem test abt acids n bases!! n buffer..!! so many equations.. i read question n i dun even noe how to start or even do.. =( after chem test also stress sia.. 9 sept!!! kinda sux dis yr lo.. cant realli enjoy much.. got ideas presentation.. den gen opt test n human biochem test leh.. i so blur nowadays.. suffering from STM .. i think more like PHD (permanent head damage) kekez... after these few wks.. muz stress abt semestral leh.. sux rite?? poly slack?? hahaz.. lol!! its not lor.. =s

dearest pameela..haha.. i try to update more often k?? haiz smtimes lazy lahz.. hahaz..

2005-08-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

haiz.. so sianz rite now.. feel so tired n lazy these days.. in class always wana slp.. do alitt bit of work also can get tired.. test also no mood to study.. wait till last min.. sure die.. muz rely on luck.. hmm.. plus got smmore.. projt.. ideas!! crs discussion cafe.. -.-" arghz..~

haha..today got math almost whole of opto yr 1 ponteng.. eh? nono.. "pon".. poor mrs tan.. veri litt ppl turn up but she expected none to come.. haha..
gen opt prac today was nice.. atleast smth to brighten up ma day.. muz noe how to use the opthalmoscope thingy.. at 1st i so blur.. dunno hw 2 use.. den got the hang of it.. haha.. shan's left eye.. fuyo! power.. veri clear n nice.. the veins like got 3-D effect.. hahaz.. pam's also veri nice.. got many branches.. haha.. another thing.. yz lahz.. come out wif dunno wad theory.. anyhow say abt the artery n veins in the eyes related to melanin.. lol~! shld do that as 3rd yr projt.. who knows its true.. wakakaz!

phew...finally..

2005-08-22T01:05:00.000+08:00

finally got a hang of this bloger thingy.. its all thanks to hui shan..
haha.. thankz lots gurl.. u made me so relieved,happy,etc.. i've been tryin to figure this thing out.. finally i did.. =p after like one yr ++ (-.-''') man.. its so late alreadi.. i shld be turning in.. haiyo.. got math test on tues.. havent even touch math notes.. sure die.. recently watched wedding crashers.. sooo farnie.. its reali nice.. =) wished i cld watch it again..

2004-10-18T13:45:00.001+08:00

hey therez..!.. haiz.. sO sianz sia..!~ nth to do at home..now school markin daYz.. *sobz2.. but go schOoL also siAnz.. o'S iN Like 2 weEks tiMe bUt hAveNt start sTuDyiNg.. dIe maNz.. fInAlLy noe hW to uSe bLoGger a bit abit.. *paiSehz.. sErIouSly,ist tiMe i BluR like sOtongz.. hahaz.. klAhz.. goTta figuRe out soMmOre hw to uSe diS tHing.. =S *cHaOz~

Hi

2004-10-08T16:01:00.000+08:00

Today so sianz man.. got sooo much hmwk.. so stressed.. haiz.. wad to do?? endure this laz lap lohz.. =) cHeErS..!~